What led to my Dream

When I was .....6..Maybe 8 I am not sure what age I was maybe I wasn't even those ages I was in the ..First Grade I think. We lived in delaware Near the beach I can't Remember where somewhere with a G i think anyway. I had a Crush oh this pale red head girl she always wore dresses..Like these Doll like DressesAnd White Stockings and the shoes to match like...Someone was dressing her all doll like. Anyway it was like one day We had parent s there We all sat together me her and this blonde boy we would always fight over her like she was my girlfriend he said no she is mine and we always do that like Everyday I don't know if either of us were serious about it we were just kids. She did like me If not as anything then as a friend cause she was always so nice to me. Okay the one day her mom or maybe Maybe Her grandmother was there and we were all talking I do not remember much but I remember I went up to her Grandmother And said..Ashley (or maybe her name was Brittney) Is my GirlFriend and know what she told me? (I should mention that delaware is a highly racist place atleast where i was living the one time my mother went to the postoffice and this white older lady asked for stamps the guy had said to her you might not want these stamps cause they have black people on it like martin luthor was on it or something. she said something ignor rant like why do you even stock them and my mom said something..It was ...Life ) She said That the Girl could never be my girlFriend...Because I am a black boy and she is a White Girl. All I did was nod and smile saying oh ok...And Then I went back to playing with the girl and told her what her adult figure said.

Later that day I had came on same smile on my face happy and just child like..I told my mother what happen as soon as I could but I did not take it like she did she ..Like I look back now and I still see that shocked Expression on her face. Kind of apauled by it all..When I got alittle older..I think..13 maybe 12 I thought on this and I desided I wanted a female of every race and to have a child with them so that way My kids would all be accepted or something. Later my Dream was crushed because I got older and put more thought into it. And Well it still sounds like a good idea but not ...in that way ..Like now I am thinking it be best to..do something like BDSM But before That I only known it has having a Slave. Now i am more into Breeding. What better way to go about my dream then to breed females? Black, White, Spanish, Indian, what ever.

So far as a breeder I have been led with alot of wfemales That I would not have met if not for who i am. I am not a like ..I am not a full breeder like it is not all i do. I do have sex just for the fun and thrill of it at times lol. well alot to be honest I pull out (never use condoms) I cum in the ass pussy mouth face stomach where ever I just hate wasting it is all. So I prefer to cum inside I haqve met alt of females and Couples into having there wife being with another man breeded or just fucked. I figure it both works out for my needs and wants. Hell even met some mothers who want there daughters to take it and...At first it freaked me I mean there young ass daughters?! But No there all in all real..it is ...interesting as all hell the way the world is today