What led to my Dream

When I was .....6..Maybe 8 I am not sure what age I was maybe I wasn't even those ages I was in the ..First Grade I think. We lived in delaware Near the beach I can't Remember where somewhere with a G i think anyway. I had a Crush oh this pale red head girl she always wore dresses..Like these Doll like DressesAnd White Stockings and the shoes to match like...Someone was dressing her all doll like. Anyway it was like one day We had parent s there We all sat together me her and this blonde boy we would always fight over her like she was my girlfriend he said no she is mine and we always do that like Everyday I don't know if either of us were serious about it we were just kids. She did like me If not as anything then as a friend cause she was always so nice to me. Okay the one day her mom or maybe Maybe Her grandmother was there and we were all talking I do not remember much but I remember I went up to her Grandmother And said..Ashley (or maybe her name was Brittney) Is my GirlFriend and know what she told me? (I should mention that delaware is a highly racist place atleast where i was living the one time my mother went to the postoffice and this white older lady asked for stamps the guy had said to her you might not want these stamps cause they have black people on it like martin luthor was on it or something. she said something ignor rant like why do you even stock them and my mom said something..It was ...Life ) She said That the Girl could never be my girlFriend...Because I am a black boy and she is a White Girl. All I did was nod and smile saying oh ok...And Then I went back to playing with the girl and told her what her adult figure said.

Later that day I had came on same smile on my face happy and just child like..I told my mother what happen as soon as I could but I did not take it like she did she ..Like I look back now and I still see that shocked Expression on her face. Kind of apauled by it all..When I got alittle older..I think..13 maybe 12 I thought on this and I desided I wanted a female of every race and to have a child with them so that way My kids would all be accepted or something. Later my Dream was crushed because I got older and put more thought into it. And Well it still sounds like a good idea but not ...in that way ..Like now I am thinking it be best to..do something like BDSM But before That I only known it has having a Slave. Now i am more into Breeding. What better way to go about my dream then to breed females? Black, White, Spanish, Indian, what ever.

So far as a breeder I have been led with alot of wfemales That I would not have met if not for who i am. I am not a like ..I am not a full breeder like it is not all i do. I do have sex just for the fun and thrill of it at times lol. well alot to be honest I pull out (never use condoms) I cum in the ass pussy mouth face stomach where ever I just hate wasting it is all. So I prefer to cum inside I haqve met alt of females and Couples into having there wife being with another man breeded or just fucked. I figure it both works out for my needs and wants. Hell even met some mothers who want there daughters to take it and...At first it freaked me I mean there young ass daughters?! But No there all in all real..it is ...interesting as all hell the way the world is today

Brought a Penis Pump And with it's first use

Aight I brought a Penis pump. and it was well worth it I mean I used it I had my Slave give me a nice cam Show I loved the black pussy she got anyway I was using it pumping and pumping away slowly it has a Release hole so The air can come out. That is why I brought it it said it was for beginers so Why not? Then as I am pumping i am watching it thicken and the length growing abit to That shit was hot. but kinda Creepy and Freaky I took pix and showed my Pet She said it was creepy and so thick She can't believe I would fuck her with that. lol She likes the idea of HUGE dicks in alil pussy but mainly in porn. She asked if I keep using it will it end up staying like how it is like really big? I told her from what I read and What I hear Yes over time I shall need to buy a Bigger Pump if I continue it.

Now here are the cons of this pump. I read alot about it they said you could get scarring and shit like that. And It happend nothing huge and nothing that is even big and bad mainly something tiny little things. little cuts kinda so I think my next use of this thing I need to pace myself with it not trying to like go all out so quickly. I think I shall go again in about a week or so. Though With this in mind I am back on thinking maybe I should get Cut..(Circumsized) I am not and well I think it be wise I dunno. I don't get with the whole it is cleaner thing cause I am not lazy I can clean my dick right. It is not that hard to do.

Pros on this Pump is the thickness I get lol Once it is in use the feeling the girl gets from my cock being thicker somethign she did not expect. The shock Value is the Pro in my opinion.
(see the steam from the air valve

Masters Log

The Girl I am Currently With Always Tell me I got big balls. I play with my Sack like All the time lol I don't know why really. But I do. I tell my one Friend Teresa She is an older black female Who is down with my love for breeding white black and spanish (hell all females) And for that I love her She is a nice sweet thing.. but that is off the point i am Talking about now. I was saying I just got into getting my Balls Sucked This is how it started I got with this Big ole White Girl and had her sucking my Dick like..all The time I was Training her t o be a black cock slut. My Slut but that didn't work out Had to break her off Anyway...She would start sucking on my Balls And that is somethign that happend like Rarely.. And the way she did it was like. HOLY SHIT!!! She was hitting spots like..Make me wanna Say something weird like Unn Nananana lol really though She gave some Good ass head.

Then I had my girl doing the same thing but she was licking...Okay they were different like the one Would Suck my dick like a Crazed Cock whore My girl was sucking like..I dunno like Not good enough for me. Oddly enough she used to sock dick Very good also making me wanna say shit like Woah but..now she is slacking on it..I might be slacking on her too though (but whats the point of giving her my all she aint doing the same for me?) Anyway again off the point. I love my balls played with I think The more you play with them and so on Would help for the Sexual Breeding Process. Just what I think But I love it That is the way to my Heart lol.

Shakira

There was this black girl named Shakira she lives in newark..She was always a hottie My Uncle used to bring her over and she was supposed to be my step sister or..God Sister that was it..Yeah Anyway She was always abig thick Dark Chocolate girl. She looked like a Porn star ghetto girl. I Miss er anyway We were like Friendmies Sometimes we hate each other sometimes we like each other..She would be so Jealous when Her sisters were trying to get with me. And I saw her once when the one older sister was trying to get with me she started crying or someshit. Cause I dunno So me and her sister had to go down stairs and play then. Back up stairs to sleep lol. It'was an enjoyible time. When I moved to Easton Her other sister was once giving me a lap dance but I think she was just using me to get some money I wish I would have held out.. I do not remember if I did or didn't Wish I got a Blow job...But Can't dwell on the past right?
P.s The female in the pic is the body she has.Makes me wanna Bust Hard.

Growing Up I met alot Of Females

Well When I was younger. I met alot Of Girls. There was one named Tara She was the sister to my one Friend. I had a Huge Crush on her She had some big breast and bigger ass She was the first female I was Having sex with She was like 16 and I was...14 I thinkAnyway We would have sex when Her mom left the house or sometimes I had to dis my friend so I could fuck her one or the other. lol.

There was also a Girl Named Kima We never Got to Fuck or anything but she was a kinda big girl Lightskined and jiggly all over. She liked me Or so I thought She would show me her body at tims My Uncle would always bring her over along with her sisters Do (who I had seen naked) and Shakirah (who I also seen naked) And One Sister we used to have sex sometimes but I can't Remember her name..She Really Liked Me..Funny how the people in your life that make abit of a deffrence in your life you never remember..Names I mean Anyway She really liked me And Got jealous when I was with other females. I heard she had became les now though.but For some Reason I feel I can still get with her It might take aminute but She really liked me and I liked her alot. too She had a flat wide ass but big tits and she ws a thick ass dime lol.

When I was Young I was not really into whit girls at all. I mean I knew some that were Hot but..I wasn't like All over them sexually They just weren't my thing same for fat girls like big big girls I was not into that When I got older though I was loving me a Big Black, White, Spanish, Whatever color girl. Then I moved from Newark and went to PA In Easton After some time..My Cousin introduced me to alot of females but it wasn't til I got to youth core That I hooked up with a Big Sexy Female named Jenn Casebeer. I put her whole name cause maybe she or someone who knows her shall well Get at me. I would love to see her again but always had chances to play with her never fucked though..Ate her out licked her huge tits..That was it.Sadly >.< To this Day I wish I could have had another chance I was so close to sliding in her pussy it was Oh My god..it felt so good pressing the head of my cock on her wet slit after I ate her out. She had a Boy Friend that is why I did not Do it..GOD I'm so stupid

How it all Starter

Okay This is my First new Blog So I wont waste any time at all. I am a Young Black male Bron and Raised in Newark Now living in Bethlehem Pa. This is a Sucky ass place to be When I lived in Newark I had a lot of Females Calmoring over me Gave be a big boost of essteam. since they were al Hot Black Females Thin and Fat I loved that shit. My And My Ex Used to Fuck like All The time this is when I was 13 to..16 She was a Thin ass Black Girl I mean Skinny. We Fucked all the time I would slide up in her pussy I loved watching my dick move in and out of her Dark Chocolate Cunt (think I shall talk to her on myspace today) Then I would Fuck her Sister..{we all lived in the ame house her mom my mom my brothers 2 and my sister and her 2 sisters and some times others lived there to, We lived in the newark projects so this was normal living lol}

Okay so anyway I started Fucking her Sister Like All the time when she took a bath. Or when she I dunno did some other shit We kept it on the downlow but I knew somewhere My Girl knew I remember the first time She asked me to fuk her sis. She (the sister) Had a..Kinda not hot Face but she had this Ass like..Waoh I would Hit that From the back alot. Get my Dick sucked too. Anyway She kinda was a ho Cause I was not the only dude she did this with. Anyway I came to find out my Girl Was cheating on me before I touched her sister so...I did not care anymore about who I was fucking That lead me to smash her Best friend in her bathroom and The hall way. Though I will admit it got to me once when she said You just Writing all over her. And in my head I said cause she is my baby...Weird huh? lol But it happened mainly Cause she was cheating on me too.

Anyway Now she lives Down South with like Four Kids and her sister has..Like 2 I think and her other sister my God Sister(yes i seen her naked and touched but not fucked) She has no Kids as far as I know. We all hung out together and there was there Cousin We would play house he would be a girl..Or my best friend hooking me up with the girls He is gay now I knew he was when we met. but he is always cook I never held him being gay against him or anything. Thats One of my boys. Any way this is how it all started..I was becoming a freak slowly with these three females in my life. Actually Something Started before this but I shall only Speak of these three for now.

AnywaYI shall have more about them Later I plan on hooking up with them sometime Soon Even though there all the way down south I am sure I can get in them again infact imma go to Myspace right now.