Thursday, August 20, 2009

Met this short SSBBW

Alright..It was cool we met at the supermarket been talking for a month or so before meeting up. She was cute even for a old lady.. We went out have lemonade at this coffee shop like an artistic place. College kids were there. We spoke about everything dealing with our lives, Mine into BDSM and hers into Wicca and I am into that too. So it's really cool right? I thought so ,We spoke about our spouses and how neither of us are saticifed in life and shit..Well at home. Ok she drops me off home and tells me next meeting we can fuck. So I'm all super happy lol. When I go home sometime later she calls me up and were shooting the shit for..2 hours maybe a hour and a half. about what were doing where and when all that goodness. I'm thinking good shit this is gonna happen I been waiting for ever to get in her. YAY! lol I sound like a fucking kid and shit.

Okay at like..1:30 I think she txt me telling me she can't do this I txt back like what? Why I thought we had a good time and shit. She like yeah I like you and stuff but age got to me now. (I think it was the fact We have no money for a room) So I txt her a bit telling her I like her I wanna do this with her not the other Million females she is telling me I can get in shit. But eh. And I was also suppose to be with Keri but she was really busy. {wish I had a car we would be fucking daily If I did} So I was double like sexually depressed Free week again no GF house pretty much to my self and I did nothing with in? What the fuck man? anyway I somehow convince the ssbbw to meet me. She tried to chicken out...But she met me anyway so we spoke and talked ..No Sex >.< But we spoke alot went out to eat. and next time..Well I am hitting that shit!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Cut Uncut cocks.

First let me say this..I prefer to say dick I am black..Cock sounds gay..Okay anyway I am an uncut dude but lately I have been thinking about it getting cut. I mean what could the harm be? I mean yeah gonna hurt like hell when it is done but I think I should get it done. For More then cosmetic reason.. Cleaner ya know?...Though I wont lie I clean my self daily sometimes every hour after I do stuff so yeah. Maybe I am doing it for cosmetic reasons but who cares I think I should do it?... I see no reason not to I am fine with myself and shit but..I dunno I hate the foreskin so much of it.. like I swear a inch or two of it when Flaccid. It's mad ass annoying so I think I'll get rid of the shit. come this winter in dec sometime I hope they put you to sleep for that shit I really do. I mean I had ingrown toe nails before and it hurt like a bitch for them to numb me and cut into my nail and take it out. I do not wanna feel that on my balls or anything like that. and I say balls cause when they fix you then numb you there. We'll see huh?